A watershed moment in my life. I cried yesterday. I cried like a baby.
A long long time, it had been. It does not feel nice to be alive today. I am not in the analysis mode today. I am just stating what I feel and how I feel. I walked alone last night on the empty streets, watching for people. it is infact a strange world at night. And the voice. The Voice, I must say.
I somehow reached home and wrote. Something in Hindi. That has happened after a long long time. I wrote poetry. That was rarer still. I could feel tears brimming in my eyes and after I had exhausted my feelings on paper, I let go. I cried and cried.
I woke up and cried and been crying since. People in office seem shocked to see me today. I am in my best clothes, all shaved, proper attire, reddened eyes, swollen sockets. I am a scene, as if it's my burial today.
An addition to "Tu" resulted.
Tu ek hansi khwaab ban ke reh jaa.
A long long time, it had been. It does not feel nice to be alive today. I am not in the analysis mode today. I am just stating what I feel and how I feel. I walked alone last night on the empty streets, watching for people. it is infact a strange world at night. And the voice. The Voice, I must say.
I somehow reached home and wrote. Something in Hindi. That has happened after a long long time. I wrote poetry. That was rarer still. I could feel tears brimming in my eyes and after I had exhausted my feelings on paper, I let go. I cried and cried.
I woke up and cried and been crying since. People in office seem shocked to see me today. I am in my best clothes, all shaved, proper attire, reddened eyes, swollen sockets. I am a scene, as if it's my burial today.
An addition to "Tu" resulted.
Tu ek hansi khwaab ban ke reh jaa.
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