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Happy, Dead Memories

An inspiring post. A clean, pointed riposte... I liked the ruthlessness in the post. I liked what I saw. I liked what I felt. Yes, there was guilt. That's the first thing I felt. Then there was sorrow of letting you go. Then there was anger, of being an imbecile, ignoble man of zilch conscience. Then there was a feeling of futiliy. Then I felt a bit happy. I dream of you pursuing your dreams, successfully and happily. As I say, it was a clean post. It was clean for the precise reason that no one, including you know what I went through all these days. I know I am human, a plain normal human. I know of desires, pain and all those emotions that occupy any human. But I choose not to blame, anyone including myself for any specific reason. Maybe I should, mebbe not. It was clean because it was yours and not ours. The reason why getting out of a relationship is painful is because getting into it is a two way experience, however getting out of it is always one way. And it has to be that wa...

Happy Planet Index-Have they heard of a species called Indian MBA Student

Happy Planet Index Your personal Happy Planet Index (HPI) is 32.2, which is similar to that of Ethiopia. Sorry to say that this is below the world average of 46. For those living in the UK, you’ll also be disappointed to hear your score is below the national average. Your score is below that of your country, 48.7. Below is a breakdown of the various components that make up your HPI score. You: 32.2 Average: 42.4 [Average is of all online responses to this survey - not the average for your country]   Life Expectancy Congratulations. Your life expectancy is above average for your gender and country. Whether it's eating well, not smoking, getting regular exercise, or just being lucky enough to have the right genes, you're doing something right. However, nobody's perfect and we could all improve our health a little! Aside from getting all the above bits of your lifestyle right, there are some more surprising factors that can influence your life expect - for example, giving up y...

Stupidity reigns...

A moment wasted never comes back... sometimes it haunts you forever... I ask why... why should I be doing what I decided not to... infact life goes on forever asking more from you... I am missing mayank as my study partner.. I have no one to study with... I am missing the questioning gaze.. my face writh with regret... I am missing a brother... I am missing the joy of continuous study... I am missing the continuity of ideas... and their rejection by sound logic... I am missing a lot of things I like... most of all.. the sounding board that he used to be... and the contempt with which he treated my ideas... and his sparse praise...I miss that as well.. he kept me on the path I wanted to tread.. never letting me move away... I need to find someone who can keep me on my toes.. I need more than a brother.. a friend.. someone I can respect, fear, admire and love... A sunday wasted... Sometimes Sahi comes close but then sometimes he does not.. he has life other than this.. and He is right in...

Burn Out

An imminent thing... I missed classes.. slept like a log.. lazed around like a dog... and now I hate myself for all that... got a lot of work to do.. before I die... and I am not sitting on my ample butt waiting for it...