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Resigning to life ??

I wonder...

if my mediocrity defines me...
if i need labels...
if what i earn defines me...
if i take a chance and fail, i had be a loser...
if i don't like something, i usually have this guilt...
if i can't be someone, why should i be held guilty of not trying...
if i give hopes, i have to keep them...
if I lie, I would be condemned...
if what people think, makes me me...
if i don't feelt he drive, i should pull myself up...
if i am afraid, i had be too proud to say it...
if i feel like saying out loud that i am tired, i had be a ninny...
if i don't make it big in life and die like the other millions, it had be a life well spent and not saved...
if my work is not seen, i should make it heard...
if i don't feel like it, i should let people know...
if i dread seeing someone and disappointing them, i should just hope for the best...
if lost hopes should be cried for...
if...

I am just panicking now... everything else is fine...

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